Tired of Everything
Thursday, October 21, 2010 | 9:54 AM | 0 comments
Did I know this feeling? When I just waiting.
Waiting to get home, into my room, close the door, fall in to bed and just let everything out that I kept in all day.
This feeling all both relief and desperation.
Nothing is wrong but nothing is right either.
And I was tired, tired for everything, tired of nothing and I just want someone to be here and tell me it's okay.
But no one's going to be here.
And I know I have to be strong for myself,
because no one can fix me.
But I've tired of waiting.
Tired of having to be the one to fix myself
and everyone else.
Tired of being strong and for once, I want it to be easy,
to be simple, to be helped,
to be saved but I know I won't be.
But I still hoping.
And I still wishing.
And I still staying strong and fighting
with tears in my eyes.