A different kind of birthday
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 | 10:24 PM | 0 comments
As we knows everyone had wishes on their birthday, so do I. It became more excited moment when each one of we wish came true.GOSH!Only God knows this feeling.
So, yesterday (29th November) is my 20th birthday and I think this number is a huge deal. I might think I supposed to have a big party, sent out invitations, get a new clothes and have a lot of guests wish for me. But I realize I'm not a 'Princess' which is on fairy tale that every girl crazy on it. I know that I'm going to have a typical 20th celebration.
Although, I'm twenty years old now but I'm totally pretty different with others girl which those to allowed their girl go out at night with friends or go any were without our parents' permission. For me this big 20th celebration tradition has still stuck. Is not about my parents didn't trust me but is all about my safety is more important. Islam said a father had responsible to look his daughter until she married. So I think positive because for this 20th years I had been eying that my dad love to give anythings that he think best for me. Cause I'm only his little girl. Only me.
It was important to me that my 20th be a more spiritual one, one that celebrated this new life that I had chosen, this new direction that I had mapped out for myself. So I spent ages (and I mean ages!) searching all the things I really-really want and choosing ones that I loved. I really wanted something meaningful for my birthday, something that I could keep with me always and this things is definitely it. Soon its will be mine!haha.
I already have birthday activities planned as well. And for sure I had birthday wishlist and I hope everything I plan may bless from Allah s.w.t.